gara2kebanyakanujian

yah betul.. gara2 kebanyakan ujian yang bikin puyeng di joeroesan matematika tercinta ini, kepala gw jadi gampang puyeng..

ya iyalaaa masa ya iya donk??!!

buktinya, liat blog gw satu lagi.. ngoceh2 geje.. tapi di sini juga sama aja.. ngoceh2 geje..

tau ga, sylar di heroes cakep banget.. heroes season 3 ramenya bukan maen.. pengen cepet2 cepet2 nonton sampe habis..

terus nungguin serian lost.. greys anatomy.. ugly betty.. (lama2 smua serian barat gw sebutin jg ni satu2.. capeq deqh)

sebenernya.. pengen melontarkan pertanyaan aja..

what is human? why do they live on earth? not on pluto? mars? jupiter..

still.thinking.bout.the.answer

rasa rasa nya

rasanya kok pengen marah
rasanya kok pengen nangis

tapi..

rasanya kok
pengen ketawa kenceng2 menikmati ketidakabadian hidup ini
rasanya kok
pengen tersenyum lebar2 melihat alam masih menerima detak jantung yang tidak berarti

rasanya kok

segala sesuatu berjalan begitu cepat, tanpa tersadar..
segala sesuatu telah berubah, tanpa kompromi..
segala sesuatu telah berbeda, tak bisa dinyana..

hate? love? two different strong emotion..

rasa rasanya kok

mati rasa *wkwkwkwkwk laughing uncontrollable*

-just-the-one-who’ve-been-thinking-a-lot-this-late-days-

promosi

Berhubung hari ini lg seneng buanget benjet buanget benjet.. (terus ajaaaa) gw pengen sekalian cerita ni.. :D hohohohoho

Jadi tu, ngebuat blog dengan default font tu gampang.. Nah, yang susah tuh di bagian kalo ceritanya gw pengen ganti2 font gitu de…

Bukti nyata:

http://neverstopdreaming.wordpress.com

buatnya ribet coy!! parahhh

hehe.. tapi seneng sich.. maklum dapet USB gratis jg.. makanya kalo mw tau, datengin ya blog yang satu lagi ^_^ *keukeuh*

the.one.who.never.stop.dreaming

new category in my blog

ok, maksud gw bukan blog yang ini sih..

beberapa hari yang lalu, tepatnya 8 hari yang lalu gw ujian piano, terus karena itu kesannya uda ‘past tense’ abis, gw bikin kategori baru di blog yang satu lagi, yaitu “REMEMBRALL”, its all about memories.. whether it is a sad one or a happy one..

kemaren ni habis uziaann piano.. you could read more at:

here

terus..
apalagi ya..

ooo LIBURAN telah tiba ^.^ 2minggu loh mayan jg.. bisa jalan2, nonton DVD sampe gila, maen RO sampe puyeng, donlot game, maenin game, dll dsb etc..

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always

live d day as if you live for the last day on earth..

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have a nice holiday..

Selamat Hari Raya Idoel Fitri
Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin

dont.ever.stop.your.mind.from.dreaming

a whining that wouldnt go anywhere..

yet we seem to be so happy about our life..

but deep inside, the burden still there..

waiting for the right time to come, to bombardize our future and tickle us to wrong direction of life..

yet we seem to be so perfect..

but deep inside, we knew what we did wrong..

since it still there, making every accusation it could to stay still, not going away even though you try harder and harder each day

yet we seem to  be so loving..

when deep inside, we dont want to love anybody

because it still hurt so much, the pieces that broken still hurting the side of our remaining heart..

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yes, I know I am whining rite now..

what for?? to f*cking searching for anybody’s attention..?

nope, but to remind meself that the ‘it’ thing must go away no matter how much I loved it, no matter how much I paid for it, no matter how much I cared for it..

nope, but to remind meself that the ‘it’ didnt and wouldn even existed in my own heart

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yet, everything seems to be so savoring

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still.waiting.till.d.dream.come.true

struggling

ALWAYS

every and each day in our beautiful little world we struggle to be better and better..

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setiap hari kita selalu berjuang untuk menjadi lebih baik dan lebih baik.. (oopss, not a good phrase, sorry..)

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yes, it is..

a cocoon giving every power it has to be a beautiful butterfly someday..

a lion struggles to be the jungle king..

every animal in this world struggling to live..

no difference from a man

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but no, not every man want to

not every man realize that there is a better way to live

not every man know that this world is way bigger than he think

not every man for himself

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which one is gonna be us?

the yes part?

the no part?

its all bout choice

struggling is about choice

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every choice we made defines who we are going to turn into..

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one.who.never.stop.dreaming

L O V E

always

everybody need to be loved.. but not everybody know how to love.. 

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love is a complicated thing.. 

it doesnt take

it gives

it doesnt come instantly

it grows

it doesnt think

it feels

it doesnt do jealousy

it loves.. 

a simple touch could bring one to heaven

a simple whisper could made one shivered

a simple word could save one from falling down

a simple look could give one feeling, feeling no one could understand

a simple gesture means everything to one

true love could not be describe. one only meant for another one. just that simple. the one meant the world. the world meant the one.

love.. a simple thing to describe one.. GOD.. 

another thing to describe one.. PARENTS.. 

another thing to describe them.. TRUE FRIENDS.. 

but a special thing to say, for the one who meant for you.. THE ONE GOD’s given since the day u were meant to be born.. part of your soul..

still waiting for you… till the right time.. 

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-neverstopdreaming’tilltheendoftime-

one couldn’t give

rasanya, kita smua da pade2 tau (buset napa logat gw jadi betawi gini).. kalo segala sesuatu yang berlebihan tu ga baik.. but sometimes, ketika waktunya diimplementasikan tu, lebih mengikuti kata hati (halah) atau kata perut, atau kata mata, atau kata otak yang rasionalis dan berkata: ‘ya ya ya I need that thing’.. tapi toh sebenernya ga diperlukan jg

life is just a simple choice.. the complicated one is what to do when u choose the wrong or even the right choice..

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ALWAYS

it was a beautiful day.. a give one can’t gave..

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BITTY MELAN THAT BECOME KINDA POEM

when we try to turn back the time, it was useless.. 

every pieces we made is broken..

every friendship we built crashed loudly, made the heart to break till it become dust..

where were u when I needed u

where were u when I loved u 

my heart is no longer a heart, it scattered everywhere one could brought.. DUST.. 

I need no friendship anymore.. it was a f*cking bullshit, still pretending to care about anyone when u dont care bout yourself

I need no friendship anymore.. it was a f*cking lot of promises u couldnt fulfill, even the simplest one.. 

damnit.. dont u dare touch me anymore.. your touch burned me.. even when I couldnt feel it anymore.. 

I no longer do feel

I no longer do listen

I no longer do see

it was empty 

and nobody could fill it even once.. not anymore..

it will always be empty…. till the next life..

au revoir, good bye..

reunion.. X)

it was a really interesting day.. 

when u got to see whatever is going on with your life and realize that you have gone much far.. it is so damn relieving your thought from whatever it is you’re doing… :D 

(PS: kalo ngaco tenses-nya maaph ya lg ngmg sesuka hati :D)

I was really damn happy.. sampe2 kamera gw diperkosa ma xanno ckkkckckck (sorry lagi bahasanya vulgar) but thats true.. xanno raped my camera hikshikshikshiks I wanna cry desperately…

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excruciating.. 

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ada xanno (sang pemilik rumah)

jeje (secara dia yang bikin acaranya + masak 3 menu)

yochie (temen deket jj)

mario (juga temen deket jj)

gladys (yang ngejemput gw)

ardy

dito

adhie anyun

ernest arbita si tekkim

gracia si tekkim jg

andy

soraya

terus siapa lagi ya

lupa euy

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parah ni ingetan.. moga2 uda segitu doank….. 

it still was a wonderful day.. heart-warming and heart-breaking at the same time.. wanna know why? I dare you again ^.^

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waiting for the new time to come

to bring the new life to earth

to hit the realization to human

that they do not exist

anymore

-aurenessa-

rapid dan speedy lelet

ironis banget kan.. namanya rapid, namanya speedy, tapi lelet… ckkckckckck >.< kasian banget sich.. tapi ternyata usut diusut susut, yang lelet bukan rapid nya tapi speedy nya..

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kenapa gw bisa menyimpulkan seperti itu? karena:

1. pertamanya gw pikir komp gw yang ngaco, gw pindah de nge net di macintosh.. 

2. colokan mac gw bagian kabel LAN tu ngaco2 gitu

3. TETEP LELET monyonnnnnnggggg kesel gw mw donlot game kaga bisa donlot komik kaga bisa donlot installer buat mac kaga bisa

SEMUAAAAA KAGA BISAAAAAAA

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speedy menyebalkan speedy lelet speedy minta dicincang2

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btw, pasti pada bingung dah gw kenapa.. hohoho

lagi ekspresif niiiii patut disyukuri loh soalnya gw orangnya biasanya kaga ekspresif kaya gini

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terus gw jg lagi seneng… 

1. sodara gw pacarannnnnnnnn hwohwohohohohohohohoho

2. gw lagi semangat kuliah

3. gw lagi semangat maen paino dolse (bagi yang deket ma gw pasti bisa nerjemahin arti kata tersebut)

4. gw lagi senennnnnnnnnnngggg pisan karena berbagai hal, PRS yang cepet (dosenwali gw tiba2 jadi baeeeee) terus kata2 asisten PBO gw jg bikin gw berbunga2 hhohohohohoohohoh

5. terus gw bisa (setidaknya gw ngerasa) ujian Alin howhohowohhow maklum masih ujian pertama mah masih dibaekin ma dosen, begitu ujian ke sekian di hantem pake batu 50kg hwohwohwohwowowhowohwho

6. gw lagi sayaaaaaannnnnnnggggg pisan ma satu temen gw ohowhoowowhowohwow GUESS WHO!!! I DARE YOU HOHOHOHOHOHOH

7. balig lagi ke kata2 lagi senennng ma kul hohohohohohoho senangnyaaaaa I love ikom soon to be informatika howhwohwowowohowwhohowho

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Intinya gw sedang senenggggg hwhwohohoohohohohohohohho senangnyaaaaaa